I was in the midst of this really disturbing dream. The Office must have been going through another reorg or something, because for whatever reason, I didn't have a job. We were at some sort of offsite, team building type activity at a baseball field. I was forced to go around to all of the different VPs and basically beg for a job. I ended up stopping over at one manager who I LOATHE and asking if he still had any open marketing positions. As I went past the VP of marketing, he was surprised that I was even considering marketing (I wasn't, but I hadn't had any luck with the other VPs). I said something to the effect of "I'll go wherever the love is" (gross), and then he made me write some weird thank you letter for some project I was on, because that was supposed to demonstrate that I was using some sort of grant money (???) effectively, and was a really valuable member of the company.
I think this means that 1) I am feeling insecure about my position when I go back to work in a few weeks, and 2) I really need to finish up my (non work related) thank you letters.
Do you ever try to figure out what your dreams are telling you? These days, I'm usually so tired that I only remember them for a couple of seconds before I go back to sleep or am forced to deal with the kiddos. This one would have suffered the same fate if it weren't for sheer will (I'm not failing at NaBloPoMo, dammit! At least not the first week. This isn't 30 Day Shred!)